God's Presence

If my path be smooth or rugged, If with thorns or roses strewn. Where I go the Father seetih, And He will leave me not alone.

If I take the wings of morning far within the giant sea, Even there His hand will lead me, Even there my God will be.

Though the gloom of night be round me, Though I cannot see my way, Yet the Lord will see and guide me, Because unto Him the night is day.

If my thoughts are good or evil, Set me think to hide them not. There is One above all seeing, and He beholdeth every thought.

And ever more my eyes beholds me, And all my ways to Him are known, And His loving arms enfolds me, He will leave me not alone.

~ Blanche 1884































Thursday, April 14, 2011

Highs & Lows

I entered this last race with high hopes, but unfortunately didn’t reach my goals yet again. I “ran” into some nutritional issues along the way that caused me to decide to pull out midway through. I was immediately frustrated with receiving another DNF at first, but then I thought about what I had gained from the experience and the positives that came from the race. My legs felt fantastic during the fifty plus miles that I did complete and I learned that I need to increase my intake earlier in a race when the difficulty is that high. With all of that said, the part I did run during the race was another exhilarating experience with the rains early, humidity rising late morning, and the sweltering heat from the sun during the afternoon! My attack on the course went like this early on; run the flats, walk the insanely steep inclines, and slide down the downhill’s using the mud. As the course dried out it was easier to navigate, but I was expending more energy than I knew and this began to show between miles 35-45. I finally opted for the safer route on stopping rather than another hospital visit, but this will not hold me back and I will continue on my mission to reach the goals I have set for myself. Another positive note that came after the race is that I am now sponsored by Aquaphor! We had a conference call on Monday night and discussed the conditions of our working relationship; this will mainly come with free running gear and some smaller cash incentives along the way, but hey it’s a start! I hope to see you all outdoors as the weather begins to turn nice enjoying life~ live it to the fullest!
"We all have dreams. But in order to make dreams come into reality, it takes an awful lot of determination, dedication, self-discipline, and effort."

Thursday, April 7, 2011

You Never Really Lose Until You Stop Trying!

As I am preparing to embark on another journey and milestone I have contemplated many different thoughts over the last two weeks. I was in real pain after running on pavement for the 100k, three weeks ago, which required me to take more recovery time. This played on my mental game as this 100 miler was just around the corner. I thought about and researched this hundred miler several times (probably 30 or so) in the last two weeks thinking about everything. I could have (and did) come up with many reasons on why not to run this race. It will be the toughest course I have ever run on. The weather is supposed to be terrible (rainy and windy). On top of that, it is 100 miles and I have not come close to running that far! Then as the end of this week drew near I got excited! I thought, well hell yes I have not run this far, so why not now? Why shouldn’t I put my body to the test and see if it can handle this surface and terrain (1600 ft of elevation gain per 10 miles)? Who cares about the weather- I will be sweaty, tired, and in pain anyways, why not add a couple other elements to the challenge? J  I have already set my goals for the year and the only thing that will stop me from achieving them is me! I am off to Pekin, IL to achieve personal success, test my mental toughness, and relentlessly run. See you on the road, trails, or at the pool when I get back; either way I hope to see you all out there doing something that you love to do- just be active and enjoy the lives that God gave us!

Ability is what you are capable of doing.
Motivation determines what you do.
Attitude determines how well you do it.
--Lou Holtz